Tuesday 26 April 2011

Older not necessarily wiser

The saying "lebih dulu makan garam" does NOT necessarily mean that you are BETTER than the younger ones and that you know EVERYTHING just because you have lived longer than the younger person.

To me it simply means you are not that clever and oblivious to the fact that eating too much salt for a long time is bad for your blood pressure.

p/s: the above relates nothing to today. it's just a thought that's crossed my mind long long time ago about issues that are still relevant today.

-Dina-

Saturday 23 April 2011

Words of wisdom for yours truly

Air muka harus dijaga.
Kelak menyesal tidak terkira.

Think before acting.
And reflect afterwards.

Tell less.
And you'll be surprised that you feel much much better and you save all the unnecessary worries.

To let yourself feel hurt as long as others are happy
Or to let yourself happy eventhough others feel hurt?
I still have no answer for this.

-Dina-

Thursday 21 April 2011

I think I might need an ECT. Well, if it can make my brain think cleverly of course.

Have you ever feel so useless because it seems as if there's nothing that you could actually do?
Or there might be something you could actually do or want to do badly, but the surroundings are not supportive thus making you feel unenthusiastic to do whatever you intended to do?

Things will go fine. So I was told and keep telling myself.
Well, as long as I can come out with something I'm capable of doing.
Or find the alternatives (if not solutions) to the things that been interfering with my plan and ideas.

Think brain, think.
You don't own an MBBS degree with distinction in medical science for nothing, right?

-Dina-

Wednesday 20 April 2011

Finding solutions

Rather than reaching a dead end with nowhere else to head to, I'd prefer to think that we are stopping briefly at a crossroad to decide on the best available option to continue our journey of life.
Things will work out well, insyaAllah.

-Dina-

Yesterday's Thoughts, Still Today's Drama

Refuses to wake up as that means she has to worry and think. (and not that she's been having a peaceful dreamless sleep either...)

Is worried sick that she resolves to comfort sleeping and eating.

Kate Middleton is 29. Then, I should be fine. The problem is, I'm not white British and I live in Malaysia. Worse, I'm in Alor Setar.

Between the scalpel+stiches+definitely painful+certainly scarring and the hazy future+possibbly painful+probably scarring, i think i'm more afraid of what lies beyond the at 10 a.m. procedure tomorrow.

And who the hell said that falling in love will always send you floating? At the moment, I feel I'm almost drowning. (Furthermore, I can't even swim! Help!)

-Dina-

Sunday 17 April 2011

Monday 11 April 2011

Let's get the ass shaking!

It is never too late to start something.
And I want to start something with my own blood, sweat, and tears.
Hopefully to reap the fruits that'll last throughout my whole life.
So that when I am old, I can look back at my younger days and said, "Wow, I am so proud of myself!"

-Dina-

Sunday 10 April 2011

Life expected

Life is a competition. Nope, a battle is a better description. May the triumph be with the best and the luckiest. 

-Dina-

Saya nak meletup dah sebenanye tadi. Tapi saya cover line. Sbb tu awak tak perasan. Tapi sekarang saya xleh nak cover2 balik smula dah bila saya dah meluahkan perasaan dekat my very bestest friend

Rase mcm nak meletup-letup mcm firecrackers. Tapi tak KEBABOM la pulak effect dia kan kalo banjir (read: nanges) skali.

Yes, I get upset pretty easily and I love to make BIG fuss of little stuffs.
This is what I call a hormone-influenced-creature-who-normally-gets-overly-sensitive-about-every-single-things-whom-you-shouldn't-tick-her-off-and-mess-up-with.

-Dina-

Tuesday 5 April 2011

Utterly pretty

I wonder how does it feel like to be plainly beautiful?
With just minimal (or even better without any) makeup on?

Yes, I envy you.

-Dina-

Today is my lazy day (Eh bukan hari2 pun lazy jugak ke? =P)

Things that u shouldn't do when u are bored: Cook/bake and later digging in ur scrumptious end-products, lazing on the couch watching tv while nibbling on whatsoever u found in the kitchen/food storage room, and fb-ing and stalking others' photo albums with photos of foods in it then salivating and later finding urself munching on junk foods. I'd say sleeping is much much better. Unless u eat while sleeping too.

-Dina-

Monday 4 April 2011

Head over heels, all over the moon

Rewinding it all back, I actually have many reasons to keep smiling. :)

Can't get what's been happening during the weekend out of my head. *giggles*
Okay gedik~!

(Best thing is, I'm pretty sure you have no idea what was it that made me so happy. Yes, I'm sure you didn't notice these things that you consider little stuffs and gestures. But for me, they are BIG. =) )

-Dina-

It's getting a bit too much to handle already

Coping mechanism, denial, survival instinct, selfishness, escape route, whatever. They're all pretty much the same to me.

The only problem is, we are not left with options to choose from. Not even one.
We HAVE to go through this.
Whether we like it or not.
And of course we are TIRED of this already!

Astaghfirullah... Oo Allah, I seek forgiveness from Thee.
Please lend us patience.
Please give us strength.

-Dina-